Over Thinking .
Sunday, August 5, 2012 @ 10:33 PM
Recently , I've been over thinking , every night before I sleep . I wonder are he , she or they always think about me ? I always sticking around with someone or people that doesn't know me 100% . But , I have no one . I wonder when will I met the 'everlasting one' in my life . The one that know myself more than other people , the one that who can understand me , the one always be by my side when i'm down , the one who cry together with me , the one who act like i'm his or her best friend in the world , the one that will never get bored with my story , the one that can stand with my childish or ridiculous act , the one that always give me a hand when I need a help , the one who try to make impossible to possible , and the one that always stay by my side forever . I will always pray that HE gonna be the one that i'm wishing for all this time . He told me that i'm his best friend once ... But after all of this mess , is he still think that i'm his best friend ? That question haunted me every night . I was so scared to know the answer . I really want to know the answer , but in the same time I feel so scared . Really scared . I will never forget the Friday night , he is the first one who make me feel like i'm his best friend ... And , if I lose him , I don't think I can replace the amazing friend like him .
Sincerely ,
F
The Author
trapped in his own thoughts
Fahmy Nordin, that is what people call me. I'm unofficially 19 until 5th September. I lived in this city that I really love-and-hate because I had so many sweet and bitter memories, Kuantan. I've been to Sekolah Kebangsaan Bukit Sekilau since I was 7 years old until 12 years old. Living my teenage dream at SMK Saint Thomas, my beloved high school. Now i'm in the right path, chasing my dream to be a unique and successful Graphic Designer. Currently 2nd semester at UiTM Seri Iskandar, Perak for Diploma in Graphic Design and Digital Media. I'm really friendly if you know me well, not a normal guy, accept me for who I am or forget me. x
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" I belonged to no one- who belonged to everyone, who had nothing- who wanted everything ... "
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